Went to the interfaith forum with him. Iwas feeling very upbeat and stuff until i met him. I just somehow realise how each time i see him my mood changes to be very tensed and uptight.
I always had to do something to him to prove that i am the boss of my own life to him. I cant relax and be myself.
With other frens i am such joy and fun to have around.. but with him things are jus so different, so difficult... very angry.
